Tuhan menegurku…. Dia membangunkan aku dari kebiasaanku berkendara dgn motor kesayanganku dgn menghantamkan aku ke sebuah metromini…Alhasil aku benar-benar bangun diatas aspal keras…Tuhan cukup mematahkan jari kelingking dan pergelangan tangan kanan ku saja, tapi itu membuat ku hampir tidak bisa melakukan semua hal esensial dlm hidupku..aku ga bisa mandi sendiri…aku ga bisa buka celana untuk pipis…sedih…
hai dah lama ga ngblog… sekarang gw diBANDUNG!!!!! lagi temporary relocation ke bandung… dingin banget ternyata, dan gw kena flu berat… ingus meler aja, kepala pusing… report banyak hiks…hiks…
aduh… malang banget nasib gw ya… harusnya mah bisa seneng-seneng dibandung tapi malah sakit…
Happy Birthday to Me..
Hahahahaha… 2 hari yang lalu nambah 1 tahun usia gw… tambah tua… n mulai berpikir "Apa yang udah gw lakukan selama 23 tahun hidup gw ya???"
Selama ini,gw selalu ngerasa hidup gw datar2 aja, tapi ternyata… hidup gw penuh warna. ada saatnya gw berada diatas (hidup foya2… seneng2.. bandel2) tapi ada juga saatnya gw berada dibawah (akhir bulan ga ada duit… terkadang ga punya ongkos buat kekantor)..
Hahahaha…
gila, akhirnya gw ngerasa bosen dikantor. bukan karena lingkungannya c… (secara temen2 kantor asik2 aja).. bos gw ini lho.. aduh ampun, bener2 tipe orang yang "depend on" banget. gila ya kok bisa temen gw under dy segitu lamanya, sdgkan gw baru 5 bln under tu orang dah rasanya pengen cabut aja. tapi secara sekarang cari kerja susah… pengen sekolah lagi, uangnya belom ada. ya mesti di betah2in lah…
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS
"Welcome To The Black Parade"
When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons,and all the non-believers,
the plans that they have made?"
"Because one day I’ll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join The Black Parade."
When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up, would you be the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"
Sometimes I get the feeling she’s watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
And when you’re gone we want you all to know.
We’ll carry on,
We’ll carry on
And though you’re dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We’ll carry on
And in my heart I can’t contain it
The anthem won’t explain it.
A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Let’s shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end we hear the call
To carry on
We’ll carry on
And though you’re dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We’ll carry on
And though you’re broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches
On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all
Do or die, you’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you’ll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part
I won’t explain or say I’m sorry
I’m unashamed, I’m gonna show my scar
Give a cheer for all the broken
Listen here, because it’s who we are
I’m just a man, I’m not a hero
Just a boy, who had to sing this song
I’m just a man, I’m not a hero
I! don’t! care!
We’ll carry on
We’ll carry on
And though you’re dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We’ll carry on
And though you’re broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
Do or die, you’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you’ll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part (We’ll carry on)
Do or die, you’ll never make me (We’ll carry on)
Because the world will never take my heart (We’ll carry on)
Go and try, you’ll never break me (We’ll carry)
We want it all, we wanna play this part (We’ll carry on)
Dear all,
mulai jenuh nih kerja dibelakang meja, cuma menghadap komputer.. pengen deh kerja lapangan…
udah 4 bulan kerja, tapi kok rasanya belom maksimal ya.. ide-ide gila belom keluar dari kepala.. secara masih kepentok cara kerja kantoran yang bener2 terikat…
anyway.. suasana dikantor c asik2 aja, tapi gw-nya kali ya yang belom bisa beradaptasi..
anyway… selamat tahun baru semua….
tahun baru, harapan baru, semangat baru……….
berarti umur juga akan bertambah 1 lagi..
"Cancer"
Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water ’cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
‘Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.
Now turn away,
‘Cause I’m awful just to see
‘Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I’m just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain’t living
And I just hope you know
That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I’d ask you to be true (cause I’d ask you to be true)
‘Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
‘Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
Gila…semalem gw baru pulang kantor jam stg 9 malem.. halah… cape bgt.
btw gw mo cerita aja ah.. ni bulan terakhir masa percobaan gw di mobile-8.. gimana ya nasib gw ntar..secara gw lagi ngumpulin uang buat sekolah profesi..semoga aja gw bisa bertahan di kantor ini.. hahahaha…sebetulnya gw ngerasa nyaman banget kerja disini, temen-temennya ble’e semua.. rame bgt…n bisa diajak gila. i’ll do the best aja lah…
Udah lama ga ngisi blog… tadinya aku pikir blog tu ga
penting banget. Tapi ternyata lumayan juga buat curhat-curhat.
Anyway…ternyata jogja tu ngangenin banget. Secara 4 tahun Gw
menghirup udara polusi jogja, makan-makanan manis khas jogja, naik motor keliling
Jogja, JOGJA itu bener-bener ngangenin….
Pengen deh rasanya kembali kuliah… titip-titipan absen,
cabut kuliah rame-rame Cuma buat nongkrong di Bonbin (klo mhs semodel gw,
lingga, sisi, n uup jam “kuliah” dibonbin bisa lebih lama drpd di kelas).
Pengen lagi main-main ma anak2 Rapat… pulang malem ga jelas
hahahaha…nongkrong lagi di bilik (Mmmm…kapan ya bilik bisa jadi tempat
nongkrong yang nyaman??).
Secara klo lagi kerjaan banyak pengen banget jadi anak
kuliahan lg… Sekarang baru kerasa serunya jadi mahasiswa… ngejar-ngejar Dosen
(jadi inget serunya ngudak-ngudak Bu Iie buat bimbingan skripsi)
Sudahlah…aku harus kembali bekerja sekarang !!!!!!!!!!!!
